I just got DSL so im really pumped.

well lets see. last week i went to see david sedaris with Behar. hes my favorite author and i got to introduce him on stage at the paramount it was insane. words cant describe it was awesome. we like hung out outside while he smoked his ciggarette. agh i cant explain.

i went to the doctors and now i have to make an appointment with a neurologist for my head aches. i also have to go to the Gyno because i had sex over a year ago. LAME. i know i dont have STDs


i definetly dont want someone inspecting my vagina. AGHsdjkfdshafjl..... nothing else really going on



i finished my video for video production and it came out ok. i think im starting to get the hang of the whole editing business and planning shit out and actually absorbing what we are learning. its a lot of fun prolly the only classs i put actual effort into.


--Sonia

i hung out with atom today. it was a lot of fun.we decided to go to the U district for no reason and got pizza. we also swung on swings and visited a church. it was good seeing him. i hadnt seen him in over a year and hes changed so much. hes confident and not awkward and of normal fleshtone. he even said he felt like a different person. im glad hes doing so much better. it almost felt like old times. we're supposed to hang out tomorrow and ride elevators in big buildings and get Dicks. it was cool him pointing out little details he misses. and i agreed with him. like pagliaccis,dicks,random strangers giving you random things on the streets,steaming sewer lid things. tall buildings. im trying to get some sort of "Dinner" thing planned with all his old school homies so ill talk more about it at school.


--Sonia

Atom is coming to town like today. he wants to do something soon like around weds. after hes done with his family so all of you what should we do? he wants to have a "kick back" but im not sure what that means. i did understand that he wants to party. which i dont know how i feel about that. i guess i dont really mind a little drinking and stuff. but i dont know. its atom. i havent done anything with him since 8th grade before he overdosed. like way before because there was like a 3week gap of time where he wouldnt even look at me...anyways so anyone who wants to plan something respond or talk to him. all i have is the reno number that he called me from yesterday and thats obviously useless since he'll be in seattle in an hour. also he lives a block away from me so if anyone wants to make surprise visit holla!


(206)3889609

i am also mainly aiming this towards NIKI so NIKI CALL ME he said he's already spoken to you about getting something put together.

i really like my *Azn* hello kitty-esque layout.

i went to the rally downtown for the Immigration reform to take pictures. it was interesting. an experience non the less. i mean i know people have their opinions and views on it and for the most part i agree with a lot of different things. its just so confusing and frustrating. i feel really torn about my views. Because i am an american and i dont think its smart to take care of other countries citizens when we cant even take care of our own. i know it isnt our fault that countries cant take care of their own people and that its not our responsibilty but its so much more personal than that. i had family members marching down there. theyre inlaws obviously because im not Mexican or any other third world countryish person(well technically im salvadorian but my dad is legit he got amnesity and married my american/puertorican mom). anyways. i understand what its like to be in that psotion of desperation and neccesity. It is not the right thing to do at all to break the law especially the laws of a country that is not yours. but what would you do in order to feed your family? i dont know. i dont want to step on anyones toes at all. i really dont know what to say.

taking pictures and being apart of it somwhat made me feel like i belonged.Im extremely white washed and i have always felt so...white. so detached from my culture and people but this made me realize that no matter how white washed you can be you cant escape being who you are, a minority with struggles and indifferences. not that im some militant colored. or an uncle thom. i dont know where im going witht his but i guess it just refreshed my mind and reminded me of where i came from. my dad had to hop the border to get amnesisty. his counrty was ina nasty civil war and he had to make desperate decisions. He had to break the law in order to belong here. which is a little confusing. but its how everyone does it in war torn countries. i know his situation is different from the mexicans but all actions were based on desperation and morals. this kind of reminds me of that les miserables essay we ahd to write for couture. i chose the side of the cop but now it seems like im choosing the side of val jean or w/e.

i dont think we should just open the gates of america to everyone. but i dont think we can deport 11 million people especially when we've been so liniant with them existing in our country for so long. well enough scattered thoughts. here are some pictures. if none of this makes sense its ok, its just me trying to sort my thoughts out. i have a lot of them.

this is the second time ive been on this thing. i dont really know how to make it work and i dont know how to make it look good or something. i dont think i like this i think i may stick to myspace. or maybe once i actually get friends on this thing i'll have more fun.

perhaps.

--Sonia